♥ Sunday, July 10, 2005 ♥
today so boring..church den came hme..parents went ta pp..den dey going 2 eat dinner n den going tu grandma hse..while mi n my sis ROT at hme..lol..actualy will b doing her skool hw..yaya..tml GB day..n u noe my sis in GB ryte.den hav ta go tu skool so super early..will b in skool at 6:30 lor..sux.lata for dinner eating western food..no rice.yea.haiz..actually i rly dunnoe whther im scared 4 PSLE..haiz..u noe y im scared.??im afraid i'll go 2 normal or fail my xams..n tt wil sux.i rly dun wana fail my xams n go tu normal.seriously i wana go to xpress.haiz.i dun mind going any skool..actually..i jus wana go tu xpress..b it the worst klas.i jus wana go tu xpress..but i dunnoe whther i kan make it..im afraid 4 all my sub..its lyk u jus hav dis fear..its jus unxplainable..haiz.seriously if we had a choie whther we wana take PSLE or dun take.i dun wun tu take psle.other ppl aso wun wana take psle but deir reasons r diff..dere reasons r prob dey dun wana study or dey dun wana take xams bcuz dey hate it..but my reasons r diff frm dem..my reaons r jus tt im afraid of the outcome.im afraid when i take my report bk n c whther i failed or which stream i go tu.im rly afraid.i dun wana noe the outcome.i rly dun wana tu.but i noe if i work hard god will reward mi.as the saying goes:u reap wad u soe.n i tink its v true.i rly hav ta buck up.i rly hav ta study hard.i jus cannot play a fool anymore.in klas i hav ta concentrate.i rlt mus ignore dose noise-makers in my klas.i rly hav t concentrate.no matter wad i MUST go tu xpress.if i dun make it.i'll rly b at a lost.i wun noe wad tu do.prob i'll feel i hav lost evrything in the world.n i will regret.it jus all depends on hard work.im jus v scared.i scared of taking the xams.im jus not confident.i rly wana get into xpress.okie betta go.
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rach
6:05 PM
